Since I've got the time, why not? My legs are so painful right now I can't bear to walk. And my grandmother gave me a lecture on the experience of growing old. Looking at her, I kind of wonder. I've seen the difference between the young and the old.
Let's start from a few days ago - where my life's supposed to be a little more interesting.
Saturday - the class bbq. I am grateful for the opportunity to interact with all of them, perhaps even for the last time. It is so heartwarming to see everyone there. Of course, I got to know more about things I've never heard before. No one's changed very much though - even if they did, it is for the better. Minru's cut her hair. NS boys looked a little fitter and have a little more energy. Speaking of NS...broken legs, broken backs, losing consciousness...I worry for my brother...and my sister. Well, speaking of jobs, there are many people who hadn't had any, just like me. It's good to know that I'm not the only one slacking for a change. I've enjoyed myself there, without really knowing why. The ambience is there I guess - good food, good people, and a nice scenery.
Sunday - Usually, a sunday is used for good, long rests at home. I went to join Shi Wei on a training program. That thing is a failure from the start. MLMs are really not my kind of thing - exploitation upon exploitation upon many many layers of sugar-coated words. Even then, I agreed to come for another session, as long as Shi Wei's there. Their training is contradictory in so many ways I wanted to leave there and then. And no, I've decided that MLM sales is not my kind of thing, and the world will do so much better without it. It may give you the pay you want, perhaps the short-term $18000/mth may entice you, but it is loads and loads of work without meaning. I went home and told my mum about it. She started advising me not to go to the thing, completely oblivious to the fact that I am deciding not to go already. Oh well, it strengthened my resolve, I guess. I originally wanted to go for it for the experience, but...
After that, I've celebrated my mother's birthday. Then, it is a long walk back home. I really didn't want to walk thereafter.
» Mugging through the night =( *jasmine
about me
&ANGEL
TURNED
DEVIL..^*
Jasmine
Meridian JC.
LOVES&BLEAHS.
drawing, colouring, studying, animals, sleeping noise, people waking me up, NAPFA
FOOD*_*
chicken rice, mango, baked goods..
&&i currently hate:
...actually no one
wishes
[_] means unticked,
[o] means ticked,and
[X] means it's an impossible feat.
[_]To get a good A level grade
[_]To be able to finish a comic
[o]To be able to meet my best friends again together
[_]To lose weight
