What is a friend? Who will you call your friend? Will you mourn for a lost friendship?
Fought with my sister over such silly and simple questions. And I don't care that I am an anti-social hermit who loves staying at home. I really dislike her. I mean, really. What happened to familial support? They are essentially unfit to be good sisters. To tell me to study with her during her O levels and her corresponding promise to study with me during my As - now her promise is totally invalid, because she realised that her exams end a week earlier. Insensitive git. You did that once when I was studying for my O levels. Now it is the A levels. With my third sister. You have currently seen 4 movies and ploughed through 2 chinese series. You've played many games and went shopping everyday. When I want to use MY computer to go to access learning content you snatch it back - "Jas, go study." I don't care about your need for play, but a promise is a promise.
And this is the reason why I hate being the eldest child. I admit - I have a childish way of thinking things through. I do not even look as mature as my other 2 sisters. I don't even command the authority of the eldest child in the house. It is always the second child. Always her. And who calls their elder brothers and sisters by their name anyway? Not a typical chinese family. I can understand why the "middle child syndrome" is not working for her - because she have always gotten her way. Now that the love was focused on Adwin, she got jealous. That boy is innocent! You flogged him until he cried! Inhumane little- no one hits a child only 2 months old. He doesn't even know enough to understand good from bad. And my mum didn't even blame her. They are too soft-hearted.
I have half a mind to tell her - she is just a DOG. A jolly, mindless follower who follows the spendthrift habits of her friends even if she disapproves of it. A love-hate hypocrite with an unstable relationship with her friends. Never contributes to discussions as her POVs aren't heard. Come on. If they abandoned you to talk to one another, it is high time you found your own friend. If you don't want to, then don't socialise at all - it is not worth your time. Not unless you are content to stare at them from afar and stay alone, it is your choice.
I know that my parents and I have this particular star that you don't. I know we are destined (and do have) less of a social life than what you had. And we are happy people. Calm people. We stand up for what we think and say them. If it is fruitless, we will just keep quiet. And we are concerned about your safety.
I hate you. Very much.
You think the family should bow down to you. You think that you have done no wrong hitting a 2 month old baby 5 times with a makeshift whip. You monster. You don't know that without us your status as a dog will diminish and your "friends" will disappear. You are NOT like my third sister. Jul needs no help in managing her life and friends. You, however, had no idea how deep you have sunk into that trench.
You will curry-favour them until the day you die. And no one gives a damn.
» Mugging through the night =( *jasmine
about me
&ANGEL
TURNED
DEVIL..^*
Jasmine
Meridian JC.
LOVES&BLEAHS.
drawing, colouring, studying, animals, sleeping noise, people waking me up, NAPFA
FOOD*_*
chicken rice, mango, baked goods..
&&i currently hate:
...actually no one
wishes
[_] means unticked,
[o] means ticked,and
[X] means it's an impossible feat.
[_]To get a good A level grade
[_]To be able to finish a comic
[o]To be able to meet my best friends again together
[_]To lose weight
